My name is Melissa and I am 30 years old. I have been with my boyfriend for 2 years and have never been happier. I know that 2 years is not a long time to be thinking about babies but that is all I have on the brain. I have wanted to be a mom my whole life, I even played with my dolls until I was 13 yrs old. At holidays I am often found playing in the floor with all the kids instead of having adult conversations. Why dont I just have a baby you ask? Good question. My b/f and I talk about it all the time and in reality it is just not the right time for a few reasons. 1st -my job the hospital I work at is closing so I will have to go on unemployment while I look for a job, we all know there are no jobs out there. 2nd- no job means no insurance. 3rd- house needs work before we can bring a baby into it. These are just a few of the reasons why we have to wait and I understand it but, It does not mean that I do not ache for a baby EVERYDAY!!!